January 12, 2014 2nd post

 I sit here and look around at many troubled people that sit in this ICU waiting room not knowing if their love ones will make it or what shape they will be in. I witnessed the passing of a lady today that got the flu and several day into it she developed a heart attack and lack of oxygen and passed away today. I ask that everyone please remember this special family that tonight is so heart broken. I realized I am blessed because I still have Philip with me and he has been off the vent almost all day so that in itself is a miracle. He will have to be off for 48 hours before he can be moved to a room so we can be with him. In that 48 hours he must remain calm and not agitated so please be in much prayer for him. I am thinking about how life has changed and how easy it would be to give up but God is my strength and that is not an option for me, God is my sanity my breath my will to go on and I know it will all be worth it in the end. It is almost the last visitation for the night and those make me sad. I can't see him through out the night even though he is asleep at least I could look at him but something's have to be. Not liked but have to be. I can't express the live and thankfulness I have felt through this page please continue to share this page to make everyone more aware of how quickly life can change and without God it can send you spiraling out if control. But through him I and you can find your peace. My love and remember My Strength Cometh in the Morning.

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